2017?

This is the new start of two thousand seventeen. But why I still cannot stop all the memories?

Will I be longing you forever and wasting my time where I shouldn't be?

Why I didn't realise that your 'forever' is lie and I shouldn't try at the first place to give up all my life?

The thing is, I cannot stupidly said that I am moving on because I am not

The thing is, I cannot just erase everything about you

and the thing is, stupidly I believed in whatever it calls; miracles-- you will realise you'd make mistakes and so on

I didn't know your 'affection' would be this strong maybe because you're the one?

There, there. My hopes to high, even though I know it's all lies

To her; will I consider as a sinner if my heart still hurt because of your act?

To him; I don't know why on earth I still believe there's something I should wait. Ah, it's you

Pathetic little me, pathetic little love life.

Will I be able to tell myself in the future; you did it girl! you'd completely. *sigh* completely what? forget him? how can I?

there it goes. my beginning of two thousand seventeen.

p/s: If you two ever cross this blog, just ignore it. I will pray for your successes, don't worry. The Almighty helps me a lot to get through 'this'. It is just me, still longing for the one who'd turn my life upside down

happy two thousand seventeen☺