This is the new start of two thousand seventeen. But why I still cannot stop all the memories?
Will I be longing you forever and wasting my time where I shouldn't be?
Why I didn't realise that your 'forever' is lie and I shouldn't try at the first place to give up all my life?
The thing is, I cannot stupidly said that I am moving on because I am not
The thing is, I cannot just erase everything about you
and the thing is, stupidly I believed in whatever it calls; miracles-- you will realise you'd make mistakes and so on
I didn't know your 'affection' would be this strong maybe because you're the one?
There, there. My hopes to high, even though I know it's all lies
To her; will I consider as a sinner if my heart still hurt because of your act?
To him; I don't know why on earth I still believe there's something I should wait. Ah, it's you
Pathetic little me, pathetic little love life.
Will I be able to tell myself in the future; you did it girl! you'd completely. *sigh* completely what? forget him? how can I?
there it goes. my beginning of two thousand seventeen.
p/s: If you two ever cross this blog, just ignore it. I will pray for your successes, don't worry. The Almighty helps me a lot to get through 'this'. It is just me, still longing for the one who'd turn my life upside down
happy two thousand seventeen☺
